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Thursday, September 24, 2009

hard to forgive.... hard to forget....

For a woman like me, it is hard to get rid of those memories that really hurts my feelings... if i want this and it doesn't came out it really hurts my feelings as well. What i know if i want something to be done, it should be done for I know it is for the better of everybody but if they don't understand me, it hurts. If they make a mistake it hurts. Why it always hurt? Maybe because those person who always do that, are my love ones whom I trusted more and I believed will do everything just to make our lives more simple and happy but unfortunately they fail. If they fail I don't forget it, Simple words they said, even just to hurt my feelings even if it is not true, it hurts and i always remember them deep inside my heart. I don't forget them. Yes, I do forgive but I don't forget that is why when I get mad, I'm just like a volcano always exploding.

Well, I hope I will learn to forget those things, those words, those moments... not because it will release the pains from my heart but it will also save me from getting a cardiovascular disease. No heart attack or high blood sickness, I could stay longer with my family and love ones.

And for those who always hurt me... Please... STOP!!! LOOK!!! and please do LISTEN, to your heart if you are also happy and satisfied doing those things not only to me but to the person you hurt.